Today was life changing.
Your girlfriend texted me and let me tell you I bit my tongue so hard so I didn’t say anything stupid.
And it worked
She said you guys have ” amazing sex”and you know what?
Thank you. I realized that your just a horny boy who wants the P. I realized I dont need you. That I never did. I’m doing So much better by myself now without you.
I’m happy, I’m back to being a nerd. I spend a lot of time with my mommy. And she even knows about my crushes and stuff.
I thank you for realizing first we aren’t for each other.
I hope you become happy with somebody like you.
I’m going to find somebody like me and be happy. No lies, no sneaking just pure simple love

I was reading our Fb messages. I cried my eyes out. You wrote you would never leave me NEVER. Oh Gosh I really cried when I read that. You seemed so happy so in love with me? Tell me what happened ? I never really knew. You broke my heart. I’m still heart broken. Sucky part is that if you were to ask for me back I would take you back in a flash. You are my everything my heart, my love, my soulmate. Don’t be with her be with me. Love me not her. Look at me with that look that makes me feel like the luckiest girl alive. Hold me in your arms and never let me go again. Tell me You did this to teach me a lesson. Tell me you think she ugly and stupid. Tell me I’m the only one you truly love and want that without me in your life you went crazy. I wish you could come and say this. But you weren’t even sad. I cried and cried. I remember when you drove me I was excited to kiss you. But all you were doing was laughing at me. We have to much of a past.. Please don’t let it go. Please don’t let me go. Please don’t forgot me. Please Please Please. I know I’m stupid and sound so pathetic but I am crazy. You loved it.

I miss ‘Us” Its crazy. You Really played me. Really badly. But i still want you. I miss your hugs. i miss when we lay down and you would cuddle with me. I miss knowing everyday i had my baby to text. i would tell you everything it would get you mad. but i told you. i trusted you with my life and heart. Boy you were my first. But you F things up. how could you cheat. Now i understand why you would always be so jealous. you were scared i would do the same. I LOVE YOU   more then you will ever love anybody else. how could you find that girl so fast? why did you do this. no warning just lies. smh I cried that night and yes it had been months since we broke up.. but I still loved and i still cared. i would have asked you to be mines all over again. i would have done our relationship over again in a heart beat. don’t you understand! and i know you still think about me as much as i do about you. i know your girl is a replacement chick. a girl your using. well that’s what i tell myself so i can make up excuses to why your not with me but with her. Remember when i told you, you weren’t going to be with somebody else cause i would break you guys up. yea im trying. but it isn’t working baby i love you i need you i MISS YOU. i need to get all these feelings out because im going crazy if i don’t. i don’t understand how you can be calm. but then again you fell off the face of the earth and next thing i hear about you was that you had a girlfriend. no wonder.. smfh now i know. there were signs. You said something i hope you honestly NEVER regret saying you said you don’t love me anymore. Is it true? you don’t. We need to talk. but i remember you told me one day we werent going to go back out. Thaat night i went crazy. i hope your happy with her. i hope you some way see this. i really do.